what if i had no hands
and i dont mean like what if i were born without them i mean what if they just ceased to exist right here and right now
or at least the current one. would the turmoil that goes through ones mind each time one makes anything stop, if one lost the ability to make anything
would i in turn, be more content in a way, that despite having no outlet for arty things, were to instead focus on things one has neglected like trying to find peace, or making a name for oneself
would it be a good idea, if one had the ability to go back to events in ones life and warn your younger self
what is being content, if not a complete absence of thought? a passion only drives one to produce. and producing means stress. and second-guessing ones own motives during the process. like a constant fight that never stops because noone will pick a side.
would being content not be the same as being dead inside?
just silence.
the mind has shut itself up and is no longer allowed to speak.
thats right brain, you get to shut the fuck up.
it is the brain that controls the hands. and it is the hands that feel the need to produce things as an outlet. and this sets the whole loop in motion.
BUT THEN THE BRAIN REGRETS IT. the hands dont because they are fucking hands and they cant fucking think for themselves.
you can train them but they cant think for themselves
millions of years of evolution and no autopilot.
without hands though wouldnt the brain simply fill up until it found another outlet.
OR would the mind simply no longer need an outlet. does it only need itself. if it only needs itself, then it would be content. it wouldnt have to second guess itself because it already KNOWS and thats why its so brilliant.
eventually it'd have no need to think or feel and would shut down.
and thats when one would become content.
at least when it comes to brain shit
preserving itself. quitting while its ahead. realizing WHY it doesnt HAVE to do what it does.
wouldnt that be perfect?
to be mindless?
to have no worries or thoughts or emotions or anything at all?
why...
....dare I say.....
......it would almost be as glorious....
......as this gif
